New Seeds of Contemplation

1. Contemplation is a Divine Awakening to Reality

Contemplation is, above all, awareness of the reality of that Source.

Spiritual wonder. Contemplation is the pinnacle of human spiritual life, a state of profound awareness and awe at the sacredness of being. It's a spontaneous gratitude for life itself, recognizing its origin in an invisible, transcendent, and infinitely abundant Source. This awareness transcends ordinary reason and simple faith, offering a certitude that is both inexplicable and deeply felt.

Beyond human grasp. This spiritual vision is not something we achieve through intellectual effort or self-hypnosis; it is a divine gift. It's a knowing "without seeing" and "without knowing," a profound depth of faith that cannot be captured in images, words, or clear concepts. Contemplation supersedes and fulfills art, philosophy, and theology, yet in its experience, all other forms of intuition momentarily "die" to be reborn on a higher level.

Existential contact. Contemplation is an awakening to the Real within all that is real, an awareness of infinite Being at the roots of our own limited existence. It's a response to a voiceless call from God, a deep resonance in our spirit where our life re-sounds with His majesty and mercy. We become both the question and the answer, realizing that "I AM" is not a proposition but an experience of God living in us as our true self.

2. Discover Your True Self, Not the Illusory One

Our vocation is not simply to be, but to work together with God in the creation of our own life, our own identity, our own destiny.

The false self. Each of us is shadowed by an illusory "false self," an ego-centric construct that seeks to exist outside God's will and love, outside of reality. This false self, born of selfishness and original sin, drives us to accumulate pleasures, power, and honor to make our nothingness seem real. It's a life devoted to a shadow, leading to hollowness and self-deception.

Hidden identity. Our true self, in contrast, is hidden in God's love and mercy, identical with Him in His infinite simplicity. The problem of sanctity and salvation is fundamentally about discovering this true self by discovering God. This journey is immensely difficult, as no human effort or created thing can lead us to this vital contact; only God Himself can teach us to find Him.

Divine discovery. Our discovery of God is, paradoxically, God's discovery of us. He finds us, and His seeing us gives us a new being and mind in which we also discover Him. We become contemplatives when God reveals Himself in us, passing through our own nothingness into infinite reality, where we awaken as our true self, living not by our own will but by His gratuitous mercy.

3. God's Will is Love, Found in Every Moment

In all the situations of life the “will of God” comes to us not merely as an external dictate of impersonal law but above all as an interior invitation of personal love.

Loving invitation. Many conceive God's will as an arbitrary, hostile force, leading to despair. Merton reframes it as an interior invitation of personal love, seeking our good and awakening. This awakening, though it implies a "death" to our exterior self, is a necessary risk of faith that opens the door to a new being.

Seeds of life. Every moment and event plants "seeds of spiritual vitality" in our souls, which are expressions of God's will. These seeds can only flourish in the "good soil of freedom, spontaneity and love." If we are prisoners of conventional ideas or captive to selfish desires, we cannot receive these seeds of unfamiliar truth and supernatural desire.

Joy in acceptance. Our chief aim should not be pleasure or success, but to recognize God's will in all that happens. By consenting to His will with joy, we receive His love and joy into our souls, becoming what He is—Love. This means being true to justice, mercy, and love, and performing our work carefully and well, uniting ourselves to God's will in every task.

4. Everything Created is Holy and Reflects God

A tree gives glory to God by being a tree.

No contradiction. Detachment from things does not mean separating "things" from "God" as if they were rivals. Instead, it means detaching from our false, egotistic self to see and use all things in and for God. There is no evil in God's creation; the obstacle lies in our tenacious need to maintain our separate will, using creation for self-worship rather than God's glory.

Saints' vision. Saints, absorbed in God, are uniquely capable of seeing and appreciating created things, loving everyone and everything because they love Him alone. Their gentleness and sweetness flow from direct docility to truth and God's will, allowing them to speak of the world in a way that gives greater glory to God than forced piety. They know the world is good and are never offended by anything, seeing God's mercy everywhere.

True joy. The only true joy on earth is escaping the prison of our false self and entering into union with the Life that dwells within every creature and our own souls. In God's love, we possess and enjoy all things, finding Him in them. Until we love God perfectly, created things bring pain, reflecting both heaven's fulfillment and hell's anguish, depending on whether our desire is ordered to God or to our illusory self.

5. True Solitude Fosters Compassion, Not Isolation

Go into the desert not to escape other men but in order to find them in God.

Purpose of solitude. Solitude is not an escape from people one dislikes, but a means to love God and other men more deeply. True solitude is an abyss opening in the soul, a hunger for God that no created thing can satisfy. It is found through hunger, thirst, sorrow, poverty, and desire, leading to an emptiness that is full of God.

Beyond physical space. While physical solitude (a quiet room, a church, nature) is morally necessary, the truest solitude is interior. It's a detachment from worldly desires and cares, a liberation from the noise and business of men. This interior solitude is impossible for those whose lives are consumed by restless activity and attachments, fearing the quiet introspection it demands.

Communion, not isolation. True solitude is the home of the person, fostering compassion and genuine dialogue, unlike the false solitude of individualism or immersion in the anonymous crowd. The solitary, liberated from the egotistic self by humility and purity of heart, finds deep, rich society not only with God but with men. The more one is alone with God, the more one is united with others in the true society of charity.

6. Humility is the Path to Freedom and Joy

In humility is the greatest freedom.

Self-forgetfulness. Humility is the key to spiritual freedom, liberating us from the need to defend an imaginary self or compare ourselves to others. When we cease to take ourselves seriously and recognize that our virtues belong to God, we find perfect joy in forgetting ourselves and serving God for His own sake alone.

Overcoming pride. Spiritual pride is a dangerous unreality that can corrupt even saints, leading them to claim virtues for themselves and mistake self-admiration for divine love. This sickness can manifest as stubbornness, a desire to reform others, or a belief in one's own infallibility. True humility, however, means being precisely the unique person God intended, without needing to conform or stand out.

Perfect confidence. A humble person is not disturbed by praise, accepting it as belonging to God. They are not afraid of failure or anything, as perfect humility implies perfect confidence in God's power. This state allows for great accomplishments with uncommon perfection, as the humble individual is no longer concerned with personal interests or reputation, but solely with God's will.

7. Faith is a Deep, Obscure Contact with God

Faith is the only key to the universe.

Beyond emotion or reason. Faith is not an emotion, a vague urge, or a feeling that God exists. Nor is it merely an opinion or a conviction based on rational analysis or scientific evidence. It is an intellectual assent that perfects the mind, putting it in possession of Truth that reason alone cannot grasp, providing certitude about God as He is.

Receiving God. Faith is more than assenting to propositions; it is a grasp, a contact, a communion of wills, "the substance of things to be hoped for." It unites us with God Himself, allowing us to say "yes" not just to statements about Him, but to the Invisible, Infinite God. This deepens into an interior light, a pure apprehension that transcends words and concepts, leading to understanding in darkness.

Integrating the unknown. Faith incorporates the unknown and unconscious into our daily lives, revealing the depths of our own being that live in God. It brings our whole being into subjection to the "unknown" above us, leading to a perfectly balanced life where body, mind, and spirit are united in God. This is a life of wisdom, a sophianic love that transcends mere mentality or emotion.

8. Life in Christ is a Mystical Union and Transformation

I become a “new man” and this new man, spiritually and mystically one identity, is at once Christ and myself.

New being. To live "in Christ" is to enter a mystery akin to the Incarnation, where Christ dwells within us, uniting our inmost self with Himself. This supernatural union, a work of the Holy Spirit, creates a "new being," a spiritual identity that is simultaneously Christ and ourselves. It's a participation in His divine sonship and nature, a life of both receiving and giving divine love.

Transcending externals. When this divine life is within us, external circumstances like pain, pleasure, hope, or fear lose their power to disturb. Our true life is in God's gift, an identity that cannot be lost against our desire. This spiritual possession makes the pursuit of fleeting worldly satisfactions seem futile, as they only hinder the real life and joy already present.

Sacrificial identity. Our souls are like wax, destined to be softened by God's will to receive the seal of our likeness to Christ. This means embracing the mystery of the Cross, participating in Christ's redemptive sacrifice. The Mass, as a renewal of this sacrifice, unites us to Christ and to one another, transforming our whole being and elevating creation into a hymn of glory.

9. Renunciation Leads to Spiritual Freedom and Joy

The issue on which all sanctity depends is renunciation, detachment, self-denial.

Beyond the dramatic. The path to contemplation is often an undramatic obscurity, found in the ordinary routine of work, poverty, hardship, and monotony. True asceticism lies in the bitter insecurity and nonentity of the truly poor, being utterly dependent on others, ignored, despised, and forgotten. It's not about seeking misery, but loving poverty and the poor, identifying with their struggles.

Stripping away attachments. Renunciation goes beyond avoiding obvious sins; it involves uprooting unconscious attachments to created things and our own will. While deliberate vices can be fought with planned strategies, secret attachments require God's direct intervention, often through the "Dark Night" of aridity and suffering. This process strips away deep selfishness, leading to true liberty and strength.

Spiritual joy. This profound emptiness, poverty, and obscurity are not defeats but pledges of supernatural gifts, like vessels emptied for wine. True joy, unlike selfish pleasure, flowers in the full expansion of freedom, rejoicing in what is good in itself, not just for us. It transcends pain, using suffering to purify itself of selfishness, leading to a clean liberty beyond the level of suffering.

10. The Root of War is Fear and Self-Hatred

At the root of all war is fear: not so much the fear men have of one another as the fear they have of everything.

Internal conflict. War stems from a deep, unconscious hatred of ourselves, which we project onto others. We find it hard to take responsibility for our own sins, instead minimizing them and exaggerating the faults of others. This obsession with evil, fueled by self-deception, leads to the creation of scapegoats and ultimately, violence.

Beyond human efforts. When the world is in moral confusion, peace cannot be achieved by mere human efforts or good intentions. Political ideals often become illusions, preventing us from seeing good in our enemies. True peace requires recognizing our shared fallibility and working together, trusting that God can protect us from fatal error and turn evil into good.

Love, not hate. The Christian answer to hatred is not a commandment to love, but the prior faith that one is loved by God, irrespective of worthiness. This liberation from the problem of worthiness allows us to love those we cannot trust, and to share the burden of their sin. True peace is found not in hating warmakers, but in hating the appetites and disorder within our own souls, which are the causes of war.

11. The Virgin Mary as the Embodiment of Hidden Sanctity

Her sanctity is the silence in which alone Christ can be heard, and the voice of God becomes an experience to us through her contemplation.

Hidden perfection. Mary's sanctity is the most hidden, revealing more about those who speak of her than about herself. What little God has revealed points to her absolute fullness of created holiness, a perfection beyond human comprehension. To know her is to share her humility, hiddenness, poverty, and solitude, which leads to wisdom and access to the true meaning of everything.

Perfect instrument. Mary's greatest glory lies in her nothingness, her being the "Handmaid of the Lord," perfectly empty of egotism and sin. She placed no obstacle to God's mercy, allowing Him to accomplish His will perfectly in her. Her immaculate being was a pure, clean window through which God's light could shine, making her the perfect instrument of His love.

Model for humanity. God's assumption of Mary into heaven is not a glorification of a "Mother Goddess," but an expression of divine love for humanity and respect for His creatures. Her poverty, emptiness, and obscurity hold the secret of all joy, being full of God. By resembling her in these qualities, we too can be filled with God and share her mission of bringing Him to all men, acknowledging her as the hope of the world.

Last updated: July 31, 2025